I am (unfortunately) alive

Your lovely queen doggonnys has come back to check up on ya

Sorry for ghosting you guys but I’m definitely in one of my worst headspaces rn. I was considering suicide for a while but I’m ok now dw. That’s why I was acting so weird and hostile, I’m still very depressed but not suicidal so that’s fun :]

anyways the thing I was working on was a comic with my friend but I think it’s on hiatus before getting a single chapter lolz

in other news I’ve been scriptwriting for something homestuck related but it probably won’t come out for another year or so :/

Also working on some comics that are Dylan and Deandre related but they won’t come out for like a year either. Also working on a script for the first episode of Dylan and Deandre but that’s probably coming out in two years or never XD

but anyways I hope you guys are doing good. I won’t be back for a long while, ya girlie is kind of on a forced break from the internet rn :0(

also I’m a girl now, still genderfluid but mainly feminine pronouns cause I like being a girl

lmk how ur doing seeya ^u^

Shits that I’m making is gonna take a bit to come out cause I lowk ain’t been working on it recently 😝

have a lot of school work to do

Might not get it out this week sorry

ive been dealing with burnout and mental stuff a lot this week and felt like doodoo but im back on the grind now even though only like 2 of you give a fuck

Well we’re still working on that project. Should still come out next week but I just wanted to tell yall abt the progress rn. We’re halfway done with it and should be able to get it out by next week still

we’re also working on the larger plot since it starts off episodic, which means the beginning is just gonna be a whole lot of setup and filler unfortunately. I’ll try to make it interesting though and hope yall like it

On an entirely unrelated note: I’ve started homestuck. I’m only on act 3 rn but I’m watching a dub so it shouldn’t take awfully long. I think homestuck is funny and cool and a lil confusing. I think all the characters rule I don’t even have a favorite

I’ve also just watched the movie long legs and it’s probably my new favorite horror movie I felt sick to my stomach the entire time yet it was also kind of funny at some parts.

ok that’s all, seeya soon fuckheads

 me and my friend have been busy at work and I think we’re finally ready to put our stuff out there

wont say what it is but it was enough to call off that art collab, although mostly boring people commented so I’d only be doing like, 3 collabs or something

but that’s besides the point. I’m pretty proud of what we’ve got down so I just gotta finish up the art and we should be able to pump it out by next week ദ്ദി(˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧

So to recap, no art collabs, kind of cool stuff coming soon

alrighty, seeya

Umbrella academy is over what’s the point of living anymore

How much would you guys pay for some finished art like this. I think anything above like 5 or 10 dollars is way too much (even 10 is pushing it)

I’ve wasted 4 years of my life on here

being so young when I joined I was impressionable and made a bunch of mistakes that got me into shit later on. And the people I decided to associate myself with was unhealthy. My biggest role model on here is some mentally ill girl. All of my friends on here are mentally ill, a bunch of people I associated myself with were fucked up in the sense that they were either unwell or awful people. And having so many people I saw as “cool” be mentally ill made me want to have that. I’ve gone through saying I’m depressed autistic have anxiety all that shit but in reality I’m too scared to go to a professional in the fear that I’m neurotypical and “boring”. Anytime I tried to be myself I lost followers and that was more important to me than living my life. I’m not just some shock jock edgelord or some sex fueled problematic attention whore but I had no clue about that until recently . I could sit here and lie and say I hate Newgrounds but I can’t bring myself to say that cause it’s such a big part of my personality. I’m actually addicted to this shit dude. I hate all of this I wish I could start life over but I can’t so whatever I just gotta live with this until I can finally quit this internet shit for good and just live with my girlfriend and my dogs.

new art whenever I feel like it cause I don’t owe you. Ok seeya

You might have been wondering where I’ve been (no you weren’t )

I haven’t been working on anything sorry lol. I’ve just been on Roblox and shit

there isn’t much to do on here anymore lol. I’ve been debating moving to a new acc cause I feel yucky seeing how much art I’ve posted but tbh i don’t care enough to go through all that effort of making one or deleting old shit. I considered quitting but Twitter is evil and racist and I have to many friends here. Plus Newgrounds is the only place that will accept the shit I wanna make so you’re all stuck with me haha

ummmm… watch azumanga daioh, I’ve been a fan since like last year and I’ll be making some fanart for it soon. Tomo and Sakaki are my favorites. Kaorin is cute, Sakaki and her should totally kiss or something

Besides that I’ve been playing Roblox and talking to my irl friends (plus crawdad) and my wife! They’re all cool make sure you guys follow craw and if you have Twitter make sure to follow my girlfriend _weluvjay

I started playing regretevator on Roblox. It’s like normal elevator for gay retards and as a normal elevator fan who is a gay retard it’s perfect for me

ive also started listening to Vince staples he’s really good!

okay if I disappear for another 2 weeks you guys know why lol. um okay that’s it watch azumanga, play regretevator, and listen to Ken Carson and Vince staples

okay byeee

Edit: my azumanga art is getting big on Twitter and you guys don’t seem to like it…

Twitter might actually fw me more tbh